Thursday, April 16, 2009

Trying to Quit Smoking Again


After having quit smoking for 3 years, I am now here again trying to (and will) quit smoking again... I have to. For my well being, my dreams, my loved ones... marami kayang umaasa sa akin. kawawa naman si jack kung mgkasakit ako dahil sa yosi... at pano na'ng mga dreams ko db? So, I really have to and want to quit smoking again for good again, probably 3 years or more uli...

I started na mag-5 hitit lang ng yosi in the past couple of days and then tinatapon ko na yung yosi. I don't care if nasasayang ang pera ko sa tingin ng ibang tao. for me, walang sayang na pera sa ganun. ang sayang is kung magkasakit ako dahil sa kawalan ng disiplina ko. Walang ibang dapat sisihin at responsable kundi ako sa pagtigil sa yosi.

Then, today nag-3 hitit lang ako ng yosi then tinatapon ko na,.. Kaya lang ay pag nasa work ako ay pumapalya ang 3 hits lang ng yosi then tapon.... nauubos ko ang yosi hanggang filter kapag nasa work ako eh... dala na rin ng stress, or pressure, or melancholy, or happiness, or a feeling of high for a job well done... basta may kaakibat na emosyon ang isang sitwasyon ay mas mataas (napakataas) ng chance na magyosi ako... Ito ang ititigil ko. I've done it before. I will and can do it once more.

Hihintayin ko pa ba ang first salary ko sa new company ko para huminto na sa yosi for good? Baka it would be too late... Imagine na lang kapag nagkasakit ako. Wala akong ibang ma-be-blame kundi sarili ko, then it will be too late. Hmm... kaya ko na kaya na before first-salary ay itigil ko na ang yosi for good?

Or ituloy ko na lang muna ang 3-hits-then-tapon strategy ko and hope and make more strong effort na hindi masira ang 3-hits strategy ko pag nasa work?....

Whatever it is, I will surely have and want to quit smoking for good again. This is a prerequisite for me to be the best that I can be. Then itutuloy ko na uli ang workouts ko na naudlot na for almost 2 months na.

May the force be with me with my quitting of smoking for good again.
Friday, April 10, 2009

First and Last Alay Lakad

We (me, rhiz, and inang)... we went to Antipolo church from Rizzie's house in mandaluyong from 10:30pm to 3:30am walking!!!
Thursday, April 2, 2009

Me and the Golden Alarm Clock


I was really lucky to have found the best possibly perfect alarm clock for me. The Golden Alarm clock. It was the biggest of the alarm clocks that I've canvassed about and it has the loudest alarm. It's alarm comes from the bells and it measures about 5 inches in diameter. Most alarm clocks that I had canvassed are made of plastics but this golden treasure is made of gold plated metal or some kind of heavy stuff material. Consequently due to this very good buy, I canvassed for more like it but found none since the once I bought is already the last stock in SM San Lazaro Appliance Center. I'm really lucky. Though I didn't find one exactly, I found a nice smaller version of it and I also bought it. Since I really need two alarm clocks for me to wake up sometimes, though sometimes I would wake up before the alarm set off or sometimes I wake up with only one alarm setting off. The bigger alarm clock cost 250++ pesos while the smaller one cost 150++ pesos.